Wishing Star

Is it really weird to believe that one day u'll get what u want most?


well, I know it depends on what exactly that thing is. But sometimes we human cant stop ourselves from wishing for something that doesn't make sense at all. 


For example when I was a child, I always wished that I wasn't human. Wonder why? because to me (10 years back when I was a kid), human are the most unreliable, annoying, irresponsible creatures one could have ever met. Even animals are (sometimes) way nicer than human. Animals don't abandon their babies like some human do. Animals neither cheat nor backstab their troops/tribes/friends (excuse my choices of word) unlike, again, some human do. Human! the so-called greatest organisms ever on Earth. The ones that Allah grant with brains. pfffttttt wtf. 


Well, I'm not saying that human are ALL bad, evil and disastrous. No, don't ever jump to such conclusion. Plus this all occurred to me when I wasn't matured yet. Now I believe that human are nice. really nice (lie! lie!). My point is, why should I degrade human's honour just because of that some 'black sheep'?

And after all, like it or not, its not for my approval that I was born as a human. Being born as one, I should just live by it! (and later on die ,still, as one too).. lol. Haha. Haha. Haha.


Ok, let's get back to our main issue here. Which is about wishing wishing well~Im not well~U can go to hell~Or else I will yell~aww awww Jell..Jell.. Jell-O..... Haha. That was unnecessary..! yeah, I know.. :))


Well, how about if I wished that all clocks in this world will stop ticking until I finish doing my revision? They all stop ticking not because there are no more batteries left on this effing, small planet. But simply because I need more time to finish my revision. Haihhh.... -_-"


Ok, how about if I wished that I will wake up tomorrow with very smooth skin?! No pimples, no acnes, no scars? wow *_* that would be great! lols.


Sound stupid, huh? Wait till you hear read my next wish... 


I wish Bill Kaulitz will come to Malaysia and I will catch him drunk at a dark alley and bring him back home and we both will become one and live happily ever after (so like Confession of Teenage Drama Queen except the ending part, ayte?) rofl! But hey, what is wrong with having such hope (hope? shouldn't it be imagination?) like that.. :))


Errrr out of idea! But still, I wanna write some more. Think quickly, Wani! (yeah, I was talking to myself. I am Wani.) 


oh! How I wish that I'll have the courage to upload my videos on Youtube! Not that kinda video.! I mean, u know, that video video. Naah.. But singing videos. Yeah.. I love singing. Then all of my videos will get 1,000,000, views each. And nice-to-hear comments (and critics, for sure). Then TOkio Hotel (eh, kenapa diorang lagi? Im so obsessed with them. Haha) will approach to me and we will have duet so many times that I will be the envy for every girls (and not to forget, for every men who have big gay crush on my dear Bill). Awwwwww. 
*I wonder if it will ever happen coz my real intention is so wrong  -_-"




Btw, forgot to share this great news with all of you! I am about to join my 3rd year seniors' band this July (after Im done with my final exams). Will be the lead singer (and bassist, if i can afford a guitar bass, of course). So nerve-wrecking! ayayayay~ Taquito. 


Ok, now I wish that I'll stop blogging and continue doing my revision!
Adios peeps....!! Handle with care. Haha. Just kidding. Just take a very good care of yourselves, keyh?! 

Can Bill get any cuter? NO!!!!! TOKIOHOLIC is haunting me.. again!

hello peeps! it has been almost 2 weeks since i last updated my blog. been busy with loads and tonnes of works. let alone the 'revision' slot. yeah, right. lols. actually i went to Sarawak from May 1st till the 3rd. oh man, really liked the buildings there! Oh forgot to mention that me and family went there not for mere vacation. But because we had a wedding to attend to on the 2nd. Whose wedding was it? it was my 2nd sister's. So now abg razi is officially my new abg angah. teehee (^,^).


Abg Razi's family were all very friendly. They made us felt very welcomed. Seriously, we didn't feel like outcasts or something. huhu.. =)  Thanx to them all for the 'tour-guide service' and yeah, not to forget for being our loyal, patient chauffeurs. Huhu :))  


My TOKIOHOLiC has returned! seriously, the fever is back. I think Im over 'HIM' because of Bill. My dear Bill. All i can think of 24/7 is Bill. haihhhhhhh *drools. Well it aint a news that I didn't go to their first concert to Malaysia (which was on the last May 1st). So I had to check out my other Malaysian-TH-fans friends on facebook coz they all have uploaded the pictures to their accounts already (for those who went). 

And,, I think I've been OMG-ing from the very first picture to the last.. because,, HO EM JI...!


Bill is loads bootylicious now..! Seriously. So Billicious! 

Well i liked loved his haircut (mohawk awww) which was shorter and suited him more, I guess. 

His outfit wasn't as ridiculous heavy as before. He was not in his usual ones which came with a special predilection for feather, studs and spikes (very exaggerated and excessive). I so hate don't like those types of clothes, really hate don't like them.. The lesser the better ayte! Hoho. He was just in a plain black shirt (okeh, with some elements but it was still not over-exaggerated) and super-skinny, black pants (I just hope he won't get deep vein thrombosis one day). T_T

And the best part is that he seems a bit buff-er now, I dare say! Well, his biceps aren't that WOW to make me drool (till it can reach the Pacifics) YET. Lol. :)) But at least I think he must have been working out in the gym recently. (These were caught when TH was in Singapore, the day before they went to Malaysia).

did you see his biceps? i cant guarantee if they were really 'there' or not. My point is if its just shadowed by the great, deceitful lighting hence making his so-called biceps more prominent. but anyways who cares, my love to him is unconditional. For better or worse. For a plank-wood or very-tough-and-invincible-beefcake. Lols. 

Now that the fever is back, I cant help myself from listening to them boys' songs! Play them in my MP3 over and over again. And i've been praying that they will come to Malaysia again. Urghhhhhhhhh that's so sad. :(

amek kau. aku wat size sume x-large. Extra extra vaganza. extra satisfaction! hehe. 


k, till then! take care my dears..... <3

Bill Kaulitz again. and again. and again.

Actually for the past week, I've been wanting to post an entry about something but each time I completed the entry, I would delete it instead of establishing it. Coz I thought I can keep it to myself only. But I just cant! Whenever Tokio Hotel's song is on the radio, I would feel so sad. As if there's a big hole in my heart. And not to forget the tagline. I mean Tokio Hotel's tagline. It is ringing in my ears 24/7! 

"(Bill) Hey, we are (all of them) TOKIO HOTEL. And you are listening to Hitz.fm."

Yeah, so now you must know what that something is... Its the fact that I cant go to their first concert in my country. Its just so grievious and torturing. 

O Allah, please. Let miracles happen. I just wanna see them boys (Bill especially) so badly. Urghhhhhh....

<3 Bill so much............. lovevole. levolevo! 

Menyampah nye exam. nyampah panyam aww!

:(

I would choose Bill Kaulitz over Chicken Cordon Blu

I am so damn hungry... I could eat a horse. My stomach is grumbling like hell. I am imagining a nice candle light dinner with a very handsome gentleman. I'm in a long, sleek black dress. With sexy red stilettos. While my date is in his best tux. Well-shaved. Both of us look really calm, but deep down in our hearts, they are thundering and thumping non-stop. Who wouldn't feel that way? Both of us are madly in love with each other.

Snappppp!!! wtf! What am i? A 24/7 blabbing machine? See..? Did you see what my problem is? I talk crap.. I was at first talking about my hunger. Then the subject changed to a weird imagination. If I were u (who are reading this at this very moment), I would wanna slap the blogger who has wasted my 5 seconds for something that is not interesting at all. In fact, for something that is so lame. Don't you feel that way? huuuuu :(

Ok, back to my food-deprived stomach. I am imagining Secret Recipe's Chicken Cordon Bleu. Grrrrrr~~ the yellow cheese in the chicken. bhahahaha XD

wth..! now im even much more hungry! I cant take my eyes off of this super nice chicken cordon bleu... Need to scroll down a bit to hide this little evil picture.. Ok, done. huhu...

if I have Doraemon's pocket and can only take out 1 item, guess what I would want to have..? Nasi Goreng USA Flat somewhere in Ipoh? noooo. Char quey tiow dataran Ipoh?? naah, nope again. For Gods sake! Cant believe that you cant answer it. Of course I am in dire need of seeing Bill Kaulitz!!!! teehee ^,^

bill kaulitz is forever the ultimate

i just cant describe how much i love him.
dont give a damn to those people out there who hate him.
not to mention who claim that he's gay.
coz he is just a pretty boy.
whose orientation was, is and forever will be super duper damn straight!
tokio hotel is the best!!

zoom into me!!~

Tokio Hotel is coming to KL (MAY 1st)

makkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!
im so stressed out..
i just heard the bestest news ever (from aqilah halim) that TOKIO HOTEL IS COMING TO KUALA LUMPUR THIS MAY 1ST.
and the best part is ITS FOR FREE!
For God's sake people, we are talking about the person that i love most (apart from my family members and bestfriends and him)..
We are talking about Bill Kaulitz!!
i got so excited that i think my brain had stopped functioning for 3 seconds and that i forgot to breathe.
suddenly, i remembered that on that precise date (may 1st), i wont be around.
There's no effing way that i'll be in KL on that day.
because i'll be in sarawak!!
my sis' wedding...
oh my god!!! im so saddddd..
im so sadddddddddd..
mommy!!!!!!
i feel like crying..
oh my Bill.
i wanna see him very badly.
can i split my body into 2?
fakit fakit fakit!!!! urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

fcuk KIM PARADISE

Fak. That was the very first word i uttered when i saw this:

For more details, please open TokioHotelRocks.

OuhMyGucci. Could this be for real? I mean, is Bill really dating her? I know i should not trust it. But when i YouTube-d just now, i found this video where it shows two photos (of Bill and of course, of Kim) which had the same background. Thou' they were not in the same goddamn photo, but they BOTH were in front of the same room (hotel's room??) coincident? oh no.

But on second thought, naaahhh. It doesn't make sense. Bill once said that if he had a steady girlfriend, he will share it with all of his fans (and that includes me! yeah!) since there's nothing to hide. On the other hand, this shallow-minded beeyotch claimed that he wanted to keep it secret. That counts, you know! And plus she admitted that she's now pregnant. yewwwwwwwwww ^^

Anyways, lets just wait and see Bill's comments. And whatever it is, I will always support Bill. I mean, if (and only if) Bill said that her words were all true, that's OK. Us fans cant be so selfish. Bill has his own life. (ohhhh noooooooooo!!!!) LOL.

Ouh, my advice to that spoiled, desperate, mentally retarded, attention-seeking, fugly slut:

If You wanna bluff people, make sure that it sounds logical and convincing!

sigh... What has got into her brainless head?

ok babai

Demi Lovato in Sonny With a Chance

Recently, my favourite TV show is *drumrolls*
Sonny With a Chance.

 SWAC is awesome! Its even funnier than Hannah Montana. And i love Chunny moments. Think Sonny and Chad have chemistry and they can be a perfect couple. Btw, i love Chad's voice. He sounds so cute. Funny, funny, funny.

Check all the episodes ASAP! U can just Youtube.

Here are the casts in SWAC:

Demi Lovato as Sonny Monroe        

        

Sterling Knight as Chad Dylan Cooper

Tiffany Thornton as Tawni Tart

Brandon Smith as Nico Harris

Doug Brochu as Grady Mitchell

and Allisyn Ashley Arm as Zora Lancaster

Demi Lovato rockz, actually. She can definitely sing well, act, write songs and sing! she's kinda ultimate (not that im lesbian or I'm no longer Bill Kaulitz's die-hard-fan). no! Its just that, to be honest, there are actually 2  playlists in my laptop, in my handphone and in my mp3 player. They are

• of course, Tokio Hotel's (all of their songs since they were called The Devilish). 
• and Demi Lovato's (all songs from both of her albums)

So, i wanna promote her to you people. She has 2 albums, so far.

1. Dont Forget
2. Here We Go Again

My Playlist

• Dont Forget
• La La Land
• Behind Enemy Lines
• Party
• Catch Me
• Quiet
• Solo

So, i love TOKIO HOTEL and DEMI LOVATO!

p/s: i was wondering if Bill Kaulitz ever gonna duet with Demi Lovato.

bill kaulitz = cute+gorgeous+handsome

Here are some pictures of Bill's which i found in my hard disc. honestly, he looks good all the time. yeah, all the time guys. 

when he caress his pet

when he is in studio, recording songs

when he fingers 

when he's busy in autograph session

when he is sweating his ass off (ping pong-ing)

on stage (while singing)

on backstage 

when he cooks (in apron)

when he drinks

when he eats 

when he takes a nap

when he laughs

He still maintains his cuterness! ;p

isnt he the cutest person on Earth? now i just cant find any reason not to love him. and any reason to knock him outta my head. =D

BILL RULES