We'll Be A Dream

It was Sunday morning; a typical Sunday morning. I woke up to my alarm with a feeling of great annoyance for it had interrupted me from a wonderful dream. I was. There were. Good Lord, it has just been a few seconds and I can’t even recall what the dream was. Oh God. Maybe, just maybe it was about the world has become a better place. Or maybe NigaHiga came to Malaysia and I stood a chance to meet him in person. Damn that was good. Or maybe I hit a jackpot and quit medical school and lived happily ever after? Nah, let’s not talk about this. This isn’t what I wanted to share with you. After all, it was just a dream.

After making my bed and doing my laundry, I decided to play Free Cell while listening to the songs on my laptop. I so wanted to beat my own record which was 17 wins in a row. One win, two wins, three wins, four wins, wow, so far so great, but not for long. Not until I was too caught up with emotions when ‘We’ll be a dream’ by Demi Lovato feat. We The Kings was played.

Somehow my view started getting blurry and the position of my room changed. Out of nowhere appeared another single bed on my right and the mini ceiling fan grew larger to normal size and my 3-in-1 table seemed to be dragged further away from me. The cheap tiles changed to marbled ones and most of the miscellaneous stuff on the floor disappeared. The lighting of my room also changed. Somehow it got brighter and I could swear to God that I heard birds chirping and it felt familiar! It felt like its where I once belonged. I was getting nervous. Call it palpitations, tachycardia, tremor or whatever you want; I just knew that my heart was not in peace. Then, my nostrils caught something familiar too. Instead of the Lavender AirWick Air Freshener that I’m currently using, it was the scent of my room of my previous house. Good Lord, I was taken to January 2011! Well, not literally but still.

Have you ever experienced this? Not exactly like this. Duh. But you know, when you were listening to this one particular old favorite song of yours, and then you were taken to the month of the year in which you were so addicted to listening to it. Have you? I always get that. Sometimes it brings tears to my eyes. Sometimes, laughter. Nevertheless, it always brings back memories. Be it good ones or bad ones. 

ANGER

Anger is red danger,
but a familiar stranger.


So it came as no surprise,
at the times I have paid the price
more than the usual thrice,
before becoming very wise.


The judge said,
I should have been put in a cage,
if one considers all the damage,
I brought on with my rage.


I knew,
my anger was unreasonable,
my anger was invicible,
my anger was uncontrollable,
but still very reversible.


You see,
In anger I always surrender,
to the pressure I am under.


In anger, I ungaciously lose,
to the one I righteously accuse.


In anger, I immoderately protest,
instead of letting things rest.
then trying responsibly to digest,
and deal with issues best.


So I say, so I say,
anger does not pay,
anger does not stay,
delay it from display,
in time it will go away.


Now I know that,
anger does not pay,
anger does not stay,
calmness you should play,
before you begin to fall astray.

Miserable me

I feel so sorry; for being such a burden for you. 

I feel so guilty; for not being up to your expectation.

I know I don't deserve any of these.

But I was too caught up with the other things,

I got astray and now am navigating myself to the right path.

Promise you, I will be better.

Promise you, I will not fail you.

Promise you, I will keep these promises.

I love you ayah, mama and all siblings!

BUSY LIKE HELL. Tipu je!

Hey, long time no see! Ive been really busy lately. Ive even terminated my Facebook account as I found it really distracting *finally* Plus ma mother told me over the phone this evening that she thinks I go online too often. *Again, the benefit of having a cyber mom; she will always observe your cyber life and remind you if you seem to be addicted to it. Always* lols.

Well, final exams are just in a month. Ok, a month and a half. Pfft, what difference does it make? =X

Gotta admit that I have abandoned my studies for so long and now there is nothing i can do about it but to start doing some revision. Need not elaborate it, I suppose. *Sighs* Anyhoo you people pray for me, will you? 

May WaniSaadon and her classmates pass their second year final exam with flying colours... Amiiiiiiin ;)

Oh ya, we have found a new house! It is in Ipoh Jaya; 15 minutes driving distance from our College. And if I'm not mistaken, there are 5 traffic lights and 1 roundabout  along the way. It is cheap (and thanks mother, now I cant stop thinking what if my room is AWFULLY humid as the house is PROBABLY a low cost one.. tsk tsk) =.=" 

Its a double-storey house (probably a low cost one, according to my mother. Huwaaaaaaa!!), with 3 upstairs bedrooms and 2 bathrooms. The best part of it is that the living hall is really spacious! Andand, so is the kitchen! The rental is quite cheap (maybe thats why my mother claimed it as a low cost house. grrr~); its just for RM360 monthly. I hope this is the best for us. And I pray to Allah that He will protect us and the house 24/7. Amiiiiiin :))

Enough with the good news, now let's get back to the busy life of mine. Apart from the final exams, Im also now busy with the moving-out thingy. We have to clean (as in mop and sweep) the whole house and then start moving in our stuff. Oh, wrong consequences! We have to pack our stuff, clean the new house and move in our stuff! And we have to start survey-ing for a cheap washing machine, go to TM main centre (we want to bring along our internet wireless connection), find a place which provides lorry-renting service (together with the manpower service), yada yada yada~~ 

I really hope that my parents will come down to Ipoh this February 1st.. HUwaaaaaaa~!!! 

Looking for a house to rent in Ipoh (Dec '10)

Me and my other 2 friends are LOOKING for a HOUSE to RENT around Ipoh...

(no man, we DONT intend to RENT ROOMS. we want the whole house on our own. yabeddabeddu)
(and yes, we are LOOKING for a house-to-let. we are NOT OFFERING one to you here, if u get me)
(and, oh, no more reminders)

me

friend #1

Aida

friend #1

Shahira

We are Unikl-RCMP students. So no worries! If anything happens, you landlord can certainly find us there. We are just in our second year. So basically we have 3 years more to spend in Ipoh -.-"

We love cooking (much tastier and at the same time we can save a lot) haha Wani, is this a Looking-for-a-house-to-rent ad or looking-for-a-candidate-to-marry ad? Ho yeah, my point here is that we would appreciate it if the house has such a wonderful, nice kitchen :))

We want a 2-3 bedroomed house with 1-2 bathroom(s).

Most importantly, the rental is NOT MORE than RM370 monthly (as we are just students) =.="

Non-furnished house will do as we have our own furniture eg. beds, fridge, washing machine, tv

We demand for a bathroom like this:

nope, just KIDDING. we dont mind how the toilet looks like, as long as the TILES ARE NOT TINY ONES LIKE THIS:

i repeat, we DONT WANT tiles like this in our bathroom. yucks =3

trust me, this is the only thing that we cant tolerate. huhu....

We dont mind even if the house is located at Bercham, Canning Garden, Farfaraway Land (eh, tipu), etc as we have cars. So, 20-minutes driving distance to Hospital Besar Ipoh/Kolej Perubatan Perak is no big deal to us. cewah. japgi aku jugak akan bebel kat blog sebab duit minyak mahal. bhahaha. but seriously dude, we are COOL with it ;p

So any landlords out there PLEASE, PLEASE respond to this ASAP as we need to move out from our current house by next February. 

THaNKs A BunCh yaw~

shoes hunting during year-end sale

WHO WANTS TO GIVE ME MONEY (LIKE A REALLY BIG SUM OF MONEY) COZ I SEEM TO HAVE NONE!!

THERE GOES MY YEAR-END SALE..

I CANT TAKE IT ANY LONGER!

ITS STRESSFUL WHEN I HAVE TO STOP MYSELF FROM TOUCHING THE SHOES ON THE 'NEW ARRIVALS' SHELVES AT SHOES BOUTIQUES......

LET ALONE THE FEELINGS THAT I HAVE WHENEVER I LAY MY EYES UPON MY SHOES RACK... THERE ARE NO NEW, I-JUST-BOUGHT-IT SHOES ANYMOREEEE. ALL IS OLD. SOBSOB.

I WANT TO SHOP!! 

I WANT TO GO FOR A SHOES-HUNTING..............................!!!!!!! 

BUT GOT NO MONEYYYY!!

DARN IT..     :-(

NO MONEY, NO TALK.... 

TALK IS CHEAP LA MANGKUK! U DUNNO HOW IT FEELS LIKE! HUWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

Haunted by that song.

Darn it. Why did i have to do that? I was perfectly fine a minute ago. Now, im all effed up and confused. That song. That very song. Urghh. How stupid was I for downloading it, again, after deleting it from the playlists on my handphone and RealPlayer? 


I want Gu Yong Ha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Goel-Oh will do too.....


Sad....
Scared....


I hate him!
Yet, I am missing him...
Oh God :(


No, on second thought, I hate him more than i miss him..
He doesnt deserve my time. 
Such a waste of time for me to be thinking of him.
When he is out there, breathing, walking, eating (or probably racking his brain to choose which colour suits his complexion most for his blind date tonight)...
And I guess I should, have to, MUST delete that song... AGAIN!
Really, Wani? Will you really do that?
Sigh.....


Falling Slowly, eyes that know me
And I cant go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'll paint it black


The violin...
The vocals....
The tune that will, without fail, steal my conscience..


Falling Slowly,, huh?
Yes, I WAS falling slowly..
Now, whenever you come across my mind, I AM dying slowly.


I think, I hate myself more than I hate him.
Go die, Wani!!!!!!!!!! :(((((
Period.

Annoying Things To Do On An Elevator

1) CRACK open your briefcase or handbag, peer Inside and ask "Got enough air in there?"

2) STAND silent and motionless in the corner facing the wall without getting off.

3) WHEN arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act as if you're embarrassed when they open themselves.

4) GREET everyone with a warm handshake and ask him or her to call you Admiral.

5) MEOW occasionally.

6) STARE At another passenger for a while. Then announce in horror: "You're one of THEM" - and back away slowly

7) SAY -DING at each floor.

8) SAY "I wonder what all these do?" And push all the red buttons.

9) MAKE explosion noises when anyone presses a button.

10) STARE, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce: "I have new socks on."

11) WHEN the elevator is silent, look around and ask: "Is that your beeper?"

12) TRY to make personal calls on the emergency phone.

13) DRAW a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers: "This is my personal space."

14) WHEN there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder, then pretend it wasn't you.

15) PUSH the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.

16) ASK if you can push the button for other people but push the wrong ones.

17) HOLD the doors open and say you're waiting for your friend. After a while, let the doors close and say "Hi Greg, How's your day been?"

18) DROP a pen and wail until someone reaches to help pick it up, then scream: "That's mine!"

19) BRING a camera and take pictures of everyone in the lift.

20) PRETEND you're a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the Passengers.

21) SWAT at flies that don't exist.

22) CALL out "Group hug" then enforce it.

I Guess..

I guess I must be thankful for what I have today;
as it could all be taken tomorrow  

I guess I should work my ass off for tomorrow;
as im the one who's gonna suffer the consequences.

I guess I shall not regret for whatever shit happened yesterday;
as it was all my mistakes, not others'.

I guess I'll have to stop blogging in ten minutes' time;
as i have no idea what to blab about anymore.

I guess Malaysia is gonna snow next August;
as , what the eff, Wani? be serious. -.-"

I guess I love making faces rather than swearing;
as im a good girl.

I guess you were just fooled by me;
I love making faces and swearing both equally.

I guess Im gonna need to go to the toilet soon;
as the Kuey Tiow Kerang that I ate this evening is gonna be fully digested in approximately half an hour.

I guess Im gonna curse all night long;
as hungry person is volatile.

I guess you are doubting whether or not to continue reading this.

I guess you are still reading this.

I guess you are starting to say the eff word or any other bad words that you can think of.

I guess I have guessed much enough. 

I guess you are starting to gnaw on your toe nail (of annoyance and anger).

I guess I should stop guessing coz its getting kinda stupid. and lame. and annoying. and boring. 

doubting your spouse's sexual orientation?

Hey folks! Have you ever wondered.. mmmm, have you ever had the feelings like. oh man, i dont really know how to put this in words. *racks brain* ok, i guess this will do. have you ever questioned your sexual orientation? i mean, how can you be so damn friggin' sure that you're straight? maybe you do like the opposite gender but at the same time, you secretly have a crush on SOMEONE who is of the same sex as yours. haha. dont worry. sometimes (note that SOMETIMES) it is normal to find that someone is cute (until u cant take ur eyes off him/her). because you know what, its just going to show that you appreciate God's beautiful creation. So what? you just admire his/her beauty, aite? dang! lol. 

I am not questioning my own. it just occured to me last night (when i was rolling on my bed trying to sleep). this is really disturbing. just imagine this... there are actually nearly 1 in 10 men say they're super straight but they do have occasional sex with men. in addition, 70% of these men are heterosexually married! in fact, 10% of all married men here were reported engaging in same-sex behaviour during the previous year.

so in conlusion, damn, there is no conclusion actually. haha. i guess the best way to avoid this Fatal-Oh Moment (the omg!-my-husband-is-gay! moment), u wives out there have to take precautions all the time. you can certainly google up on 'the signs and symptoms your husband might be gay/bisexual'. or you can just simply click on this!

so looooooooooooong, sucka! :))

My Eid Celebration 2010

RAYA. Eid. Oh. Raya. Raya 2010. How was your celebration? Mine was so-so. Not as fun as before. Well, its a well-known fact. The older you are, the less fun Eid becomes. Sad, aint it?



p/s: this is the shortest entry so far! <3

Treasure your friends

I love making friends. I really do. And my personality changes according to the companion that Im with. Its not like Im being hypocrite. No. And its not like I dont have my own identity that I have to conform to the stereotypes they have defined for me. Hell no. Its just that I wanna keep that friendship lasts as long as possible. In order to make it happen, I have to refine myself each time I meet new friends, and slowly reveal the real me but will hide some if they cant tolerate those qualities of mine. Isnt that simple?


Sometimes, we argue and we manage to settle the problems. But there are times when we argue and end up never talk to each other anymore. Much worse if we still are studying at the same place. Its like 'Hey, Wanie is there! Im gonna say hi to her'. Then u head to her direction and come to a complete halt once u remember 'Ops, who is Wani? Not in my whole entire life have I known anyone named Wani.'.


Sad aint it? Speaking from experience, it is not that enjoyable to let your ego in the way. It tortures me how we don't talk much anymore. Worse, its killing me how we dont talk at all anymore. -_-" 


I miss Nikki a lot. :(


Baby come back to me (nyanyi segedik Vanessa nyanyi).....


And to all of you, I would like to dedicate one song to u all. 








Demi Lovato : Gift of a friend....


Sometimes You think You'll Be Fine by Yourself
Cause a Dream is a Wish You Make all alone
Its Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need Help
But Its Harder To Walk On Your Own

You'll Change
Inside
When You
Realize

The World Comes To Life
and Everything's bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe in
The Gift of a Friend
The Gift of a Friend

Someone Who knows When Your Lost and Your Scared
There through The Highs and The Lows
Someone toCount On
Someone Who Cares 
Besides You Where Ever You Go

You'll Change Inside
When You
Realize

The World Comes To Life
and Everythings bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are
When You'll Open Your Heart and
Believe in
The Gift of a Friend

And When your Hope Crashes Down
Shattering To The Ground
You , You Feel All Alone
When You Don't Know Which Way To Go
And There's No signs Leading You home
You're Not Alone

The World Comes To Life
and Everything's bright
From Beginning To End
When You Have a Friend
By Your Side
That Helps You To Find
The Beauty you are 
When You'll Open Your Heart and 
Believe In
When You Believe In
When you Believe
The Gift of A Friend

Why You're Still Single?

I couldn't sleep last night. Those questions that have been bombarding me lately were stuck in my head! 

'Wani, why are you still single?'

'Wani, are you gay?'

'Wani, by the end of your second year of mbbs, mummy wants you to have a steady boyfriend.'

'Eleh. Unlike you Wani, we, the single people are tired of waiting for our The Ones.'

'Wani, tell me about your love story!'

Sheet. I just dont have any. Dont you get it?. This ain't joke. I dont understand why some of them won't believe that simple fact and will determinedly ask me again and again and again, in an attempt to dig something (which is actually nothing) out of me. 

All those questions will finally lead to this type of question:

'Oh, you must have a really high taste, dont you?'

'Homaigod. Are those guys in your college blind?'

Ok. These questions have however successfully made me restless. No darling, I dont demand for a Brad Pitt for husband. I just want a soul mate. As long as his face is complete (two eyes, one nose and one mouth) and there is charm in it (which I don't know how to describe), I wouldn't mind. 

Anyway, there are loads of factors and reasons on why I have been single for the whole 20 years and 3 months that Ive been living. 

1. I haven't found the right guy yet. As simple as abc. If he's the one, then the relationship will work. Neither of us have to work hard on that relationship. Everything will just go well and we will fall madly for each other. No pretenses. We will be us when we are with each other. Yet, there are sparks that will excite us. He loves me even when Im having PMS and look all shabby and I will still love him even when he just got back from football training and is sweating like a pig. Is that understood?
2. I get bored easily. To be honest, its not like I have never been in any about-to-get-serious relationships. I have, my dear. For several times, in fact. And from those experiences, I can conclude that after few months (even sometimes, after few weeks), I didn't feel the excitement nomore. I felt as if I was suffocated. So, I'll decide to put a kibosh to everything and be single. Im just so twisted.
3. A best friend of mine once told me that its because of how I carry myself in public. There is a high level of confidence in me that scares lads away. Is that so? I have no idea. Oh ya, according to her again, I somehow look like I'm already taken. And not easy to handle. And a materialistic. Tsk tsk -_-"
4. Im boring. Those guys (refer to number 2) will realize that I don't possess those criterias that they are looking for in women. Im just 20. And pretty annoying. And am carefree. And a bit weird. Sad, aint it?
5. The real me is not ready yet. Sometimes, when things start to get serious, I'll question myself,, 'Am I ready yet to commit? Am I willing to make this guy as my new hobby? Am I wise enough to split myself into 3 (to him, to my besties and to my own self?) in the sense of time-wise? No. No. and no. I rest my case.

Oh ya, I did google up on 'Why You're still single?' and I found this one site that I wanna share with you. Please feel free to click on this amazing website to those single friends out there! Maybe this will help you a bit. Good luck!

P/s: MBBS is my current hubby (until I graduate)... Eh, jap. Bill Kaulitz adalah madu beliau ah. Haha. 

Ramadan Al-Mubarak benefits in fasting.

Hai semua! Its Ramadan now. The most blissful month in the Islamic calendar. Its the Islamic month of fasting, in which participating Muslims refrain from eating and drinking from dawn until sunset. Its a good practice actually because it teaches us about patience, humility and spirituality. 

Just yesterday, my Indian lecturer told the whole class that he was fasting as well because he acknowledged the benefits of fasting. He did mention about this one Indian family living in Kuala Lumpur who join the other Muslim friends fasting in Ramadan annually. Yes baby, they do take suhoor (predawn meal) and iftar (break the fast) soon as Maghrib starts. Really, they do practice this..,, annually! The whole loads family do this. Its pretty impressive, huh? 

Well, apart from drinking and eating, there are loads of other habits that we should stay away from when fasting. Those yada-yada un-islamic habits, of course. But its not like if you do any of these, it will break your fast. No. Eg:

1. Getting angry. Well, this is tough (to me, at least). Especially when I'm on the road (driving). These Ipoh drivers always (without fail) drive me totally bonkers. Changing lanes without giving the turn signal, cutting me off when blatantly there's no car behind me (cant they wait for another 20 secs?), coming to a complete halt to make a turn or manuever corners (duhhh,did u just get your license the day before yesterday?) and the list just goes on and on. Kurang pahala puasa macam nih -_-"
2. Using bad language. Curse. Swear. Menyumpah seranah. Mencarut. The F word. Eff yu. Ok, itu tak baek Wani. LMAO. Eh, tu pun tak baek. Should be LOL. Ok, accepted. Haha. But seriously, cursing isnt really nice (paku dulang serpih,mengata orang dia yang lebih.hamek kau).
3. Back biting and gossipping! This is a big No-No! 
4. Arguing and fighting. What did I say about not getting angry? So this one is related to the previous forbidden habit that I've listed above. When you keep your anger low, so there should be no problem! No fighting! Get it?
5. Sleeping all day. Take suhoor, Suboh prayer, sleep, miss Zuhor prayer, still sleeping, wake up half an hour before Maghrib, Asar prayer, prepare meal, iftar. so not cool! You wont get the chance to feel how fasting is really like. :(
6. Smoking!! (this one, if you do it, it'll automatically break your fast). Padan muke. Lols.

So, I would like to wish all my dear brothers and sisters out there,, HAPPY FASTING! 

Dear friend,

Your validity for taking meal 

during the day time has expired.

Please fast next 30 days

to resume your day time food.

Thank u for eating

*quoting SMS4smile.

luv u all!

Hi! Juz wanted to tell u guys 'please, please take a very good care of yourselves'. Accidents can happen anytime and anywhere.. and in any form! 


k, pesanan ini ditaja oleh wani saadon. hehe. :p

Ominous Sign but a happy ending

Peeps! I have a great news!
I have lost some weight recently!!
Looks like those problems that have been cobwebbing me for the past two weeks actually did me good, aite? 


Last Friday, me and all of the Debaters went to UTP for a Debate Workshop (which was held especially for us. I mean, UTP organized that very workshop just for us. We were the only participants, tau! :)) hehe. Bangganye). The first night there was damn cold. Me, Didy and Dyra slept together in the same room. TOo bad, Dyra was the only one who brought comforter. So, all three of us slept together under the single-sized comforter! I would never forget about it. Well unless if I get amnesia or something-lah kan,, Huhu. 


Yang pergi ke UTP: me, Didy, Dyra, Nikki, Hani KAni (or Hani KAnisah??), NK (Nadiah KAmal), Izzudin and Kahar.


The next day's activity was Mock Debate. I can see that out debaters have improved real loads... (cewahh, poyo jep aku nih. macam aku ni peng-sponsor UniKL-RCMP Debate Team je kan) haha. But seriously, they now have the 'manners' (as if the 'debate manners') and they know how to build a well-structured speech. I am just soooo proud of them (bertambah kelihatan seperti peng-sponsor kan?) hehe.


We left UTP in the next evening as something came up. Something bad came up (Gosh!! I just remembered that the day before that, I was holding a mirror. THen, outta sudden, it fell down and broke into many pieces! I should have known. It was a bad sign!) -_-''


But we didn't go straightaway back to Ipoh. Instead, we convoyed to Lumut (its a beach somewhere near UTP). Kahar suggested we stay overnight at any cheap hotels. Cari punya cari, finally we found the cheapest hotel. It was rm80 per night (per room, for sure). Since there were two boys among us, we had to take two rooms. That night, I cant sleep (again) coz it was damn cold too (again?!!) ayo... Manyak payah ah biler takde lemak menyaluti badan? (hehe)


The next day, the convoy back home was led by Kahar. But suddenly, he made a right turn (when we were actually supposed to make a left). Rupanya he and the others (yang rode with him) decided to stop for awhile at Teluk Batik. Oh my God, the unplanned trip to TEluk BAtik was damn fun!! I honestly enjoyed it. We (as usual) camwhored like hell. (But we used Nikki's camera. SO I cant Upload the photos now) :(


We reached Ipoh somewhen at 4pm. Our stomachs were all grumbling loudly (but Nikki's). So before we went to Pizza Hut, the other car (which Shahira drove) dropped the former at Tasnim (coz her mom will fetch her there). Oh, before I forget to mention it, the meal was all on Kahar! Thanks, der. :)


Right after Im back home, I just cant help feeling all menyampah. Gosh, ILA's tomorrow. And worse, the REHEARSAL's tomorrow. Sick!


P/s: I would like to thank all those 7 souls who have made my weekend! U guys rock-lah! Luv u all so much! Next time we'll make a proper, very-well-planned vacation trip eh? Panjat GUnung LEdang, ke... TEeeheee)

SChedUle fOR tHe 1-mOnth-hoLidAY

Yeah! 1 down! 2 more to go... Screw MCQ,, screw OSPE!! lol. 


If i pass my final, I will have the honour to celebrate it with the 1-month-hols. yippie! (can u feel the happiness and anxiety in me?) Hehe. That's why you people have to pray for me. Pray to Allah that I wont have sudden amnesia during the exam.. or suddenly me and Dr Nujaimi switch brains! (he is a Cardiac Surgeon, by the way). Hopefully I don't have to take supplement paper coz I want to be back home :((


Btw I have already planned my schedule for the holidays. Full lah babe! Im gonna be busy the whole month! Busy doing activities that I like (which were all once my hobbies, but not until last July). Coz since that, my whole life had been fully dedicated to mbBs. (Huh, it's a no wonder now why my friends from Pharmacy course dub us 'Majlis Budak-buDak skEMa').

See what it takes to be a good student?

I have to sacrifice most of my hobbies coz the 24 hours that I have daily are all allocated to studying, doing some revision, having study group discussions, doing homeworks that I have been provided with, reading all those piles of lecture notes and reference books that I have bought, doing extra exercises and going through the 'Atlas' every single day. 


Not to mention, there here were too many activities that have been erased off from my diary. Shopping, watching movies, karaoke-ing, hanging out with me buddies, gossip-ping and having mere talks with my friends, and anything that has got nothing to do with  my studies.

Hell yeah, its like I was sentenced to be grounded for life. 

Its sad. 

And pathetic. 

And unfair. 

And YOU ARE SO NAIVE IF YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVED IN WHATEVER CRAPS THAT I'VE JUST SAID.

COZ THERE WERE ALL LIES!

I still do enjoy meself (in fact for the past 10 months, I have seen almost 30 movies, shopped almost 10 shoes and 23 clothes,  karaoke-d with Ilani and Chunn 6 times, gone picnic-ing with my friends twice and in short, my life is still as great as before).

Sorry. and thank you! LOLs.


Anyways, these are the activities that Im planning to do:


1. Continue doing my fanfiction which I stopped at the 3rd chapter long time ago. Well, if you are a faithful follower of my blog, you must have read the entry entitled 'Das Lieben Von Ihnen'. 


2. Girls day outs! (Need to inform them girls that the famous Wani is gonna be back home next week). I wanna karaoke with Asilah, catch any new movies with Izzah and the gang, and eat 'Burger Sedap' with Afiqah. Slurppppp~


3. Wipe off the dust on my German-English dictionaries. I mean, its the time for me to brush up my German (vocabs and grammar and everything) after stopped doing so for months.  I'm pretty sure that it must have got a bit rusty here and there. My problem is that I can read German but can't converse in it. I can hardly make even one short sentence fully in German. :((


4. Clearance stock! Huh? Come again, please. Shopping? Who said anything about shopping? I was talking about clearing all those contents in my house refridgerator. huh? Louder, please.. Throw them away? Who said that I'm gonna throw em all away into the dustbin? Of course what I meant was I wanna EAT them all. The last time I opened my house fridge (which was on last Wednesday), it was fully loaded with 'Kek Lapis Sarawak'! And chocolates.. and so many delicious, diabetes-causing, finger-licking food. Loads of them, I mind you. warghhhh! (Screw my diet programme!) Lol.


5. Pay Ella a visit. Well, she is my only younger sister (the youngest in my family, in fact). She was offered a place in GAMBANG matriculation college, Pahang (which she had already accepted). The registration was today. As usual, my other sisters accompanied my parents to send Ella there. Spoiled brat. Lol. Just kidding :)). Well, its accustomed among Saadon clans. When we wanna send any of the six girls off far from home, the rest will follow to send her (unless if something important comes out). I still remember when my eldest sister went to register to Matriculation of Internation Islamic University of Malaysia (back in 1998), we sent her by van! Mini van, I shall say. My family, Pak Usu's family, Pak Teh, Mak Teh and my nanny all went. I think we could make a world record for that. 15 people in a mini van! (And I wonder if we gave the impression as human-trafficking victims to the other road users at that time). Ha-ha.


Ok, I need to sleep coz its already 11.26 pm. I have to wake up early tomorrow (early=4.30 am) coz I wanna do some quick revision for MQE paper tomorrow. Hoh, very tired and sleepy. Off! 




p/s: Tonight I broke my fast at Nasi Lemak Ayam Kampung. Yummy *drooling awrrrr