Clinique Perfume

And I can still smell your perfume. 

Clinique. 

Sad? Heartbroken? Confused? 

I can't even tell the difference.

But what I'm certain of is that I really did enjoy your presence today. 

The moment I saw you, my heart started to skip a beat or two. 

And I can feel those butterflies in my stomach.
As usual.

I became worried, and started to talk funny.

I became nervous, and almost hit a car in front of me. 

I felt appreciated, that you wanted to spend some time with us.

I was buoyed up, all day long.

Tried to delay some time before we said goodbye, yes I did.

I drove as slowly as possible,

I hit the brake when I saw green light,

and I wore my shades, just to cover my red eyes. 

Clinique. 

Wishing Star

Is it really weird to believe that one day u'll get what u want most?


well, I know it depends on what exactly that thing is. But sometimes we human cant stop ourselves from wishing for something that doesn't make sense at all. 


For example when I was a child, I always wished that I wasn't human. Wonder why? because to me (10 years back when I was a kid), human are the most unreliable, annoying, irresponsible creatures one could have ever met. Even animals are (sometimes) way nicer than human. Animals don't abandon their babies like some human do. Animals neither cheat nor backstab their troops/tribes/friends (excuse my choices of word) unlike, again, some human do. Human! the so-called greatest organisms ever on Earth. The ones that Allah grant with brains. pfffttttt wtf. 


Well, I'm not saying that human are ALL bad, evil and disastrous. No, don't ever jump to such conclusion. Plus this all occurred to me when I wasn't matured yet. Now I believe that human are nice. really nice (lie! lie!). My point is, why should I degrade human's honour just because of that some 'black sheep'?

And after all, like it or not, its not for my approval that I was born as a human. Being born as one, I should just live by it! (and later on die ,still, as one too).. lol. Haha. Haha. Haha.


Ok, let's get back to our main issue here. Which is about wishing wishing well~Im not well~U can go to hell~Or else I will yell~aww awww Jell..Jell.. Jell-O..... Haha. That was unnecessary..! yeah, I know.. :))


Well, how about if I wished that all clocks in this world will stop ticking until I finish doing my revision? They all stop ticking not because there are no more batteries left on this effing, small planet. But simply because I need more time to finish my revision. Haihhh.... -_-"


Ok, how about if I wished that I will wake up tomorrow with very smooth skin?! No pimples, no acnes, no scars? wow *_* that would be great! lols.


Sound stupid, huh? Wait till you hear read my next wish... 


I wish Bill Kaulitz will come to Malaysia and I will catch him drunk at a dark alley and bring him back home and we both will become one and live happily ever after (so like Confession of Teenage Drama Queen except the ending part, ayte?) rofl! But hey, what is wrong with having such hope (hope? shouldn't it be imagination?) like that.. :))


Errrr out of idea! But still, I wanna write some more. Think quickly, Wani! (yeah, I was talking to myself. I am Wani.) 


oh! How I wish that I'll have the courage to upload my videos on Youtube! Not that kinda video.! I mean, u know, that video video. Naah.. But singing videos. Yeah.. I love singing. Then all of my videos will get 1,000,000, views each. And nice-to-hear comments (and critics, for sure). Then TOkio Hotel (eh, kenapa diorang lagi? Im so obsessed with them. Haha) will approach to me and we will have duet so many times that I will be the envy for every girls (and not to forget, for every men who have big gay crush on my dear Bill). Awwwwww. 
*I wonder if it will ever happen coz my real intention is so wrong  -_-"




Btw, forgot to share this great news with all of you! I am about to join my 3rd year seniors' band this July (after Im done with my final exams). Will be the lead singer (and bassist, if i can afford a guitar bass, of course). So nerve-wrecking! ayayayay~ Taquito. 


Ok, now I wish that I'll stop blogging and continue doing my revision!
Adios peeps....!! Handle with care. Haha. Just kidding. Just take a very good care of yourselves, keyh?! 

Can Bill get any cuter? NO!!!!! TOKIOHOLIC is haunting me.. again!

hello peeps! it has been almost 2 weeks since i last updated my blog. been busy with loads and tonnes of works. let alone the 'revision' slot. yeah, right. lols. actually i went to Sarawak from May 1st till the 3rd. oh man, really liked the buildings there! Oh forgot to mention that me and family went there not for mere vacation. But because we had a wedding to attend to on the 2nd. Whose wedding was it? it was my 2nd sister's. So now abg razi is officially my new abg angah. teehee (^,^).


Abg Razi's family were all very friendly. They made us felt very welcomed. Seriously, we didn't feel like outcasts or something. huhu.. =)  Thanx to them all for the 'tour-guide service' and yeah, not to forget for being our loyal, patient chauffeurs. Huhu :))  


My TOKIOHOLiC has returned! seriously, the fever is back. I think Im over 'HIM' because of Bill. My dear Bill. All i can think of 24/7 is Bill. haihhhhhhh *drools. Well it aint a news that I didn't go to their first concert to Malaysia (which was on the last May 1st). So I had to check out my other Malaysian-TH-fans friends on facebook coz they all have uploaded the pictures to their accounts already (for those who went). 

And,, I think I've been OMG-ing from the very first picture to the last.. because,, HO EM JI...!


Bill is loads bootylicious now..! Seriously. So Billicious! 

Well i liked loved his haircut (mohawk awww) which was shorter and suited him more, I guess. 

His outfit wasn't as ridiculous heavy as before. He was not in his usual ones which came with a special predilection for feather, studs and spikes (very exaggerated and excessive). I so hate don't like those types of clothes, really hate don't like them.. The lesser the better ayte! Hoho. He was just in a plain black shirt (okeh, with some elements but it was still not over-exaggerated) and super-skinny, black pants (I just hope he won't get deep vein thrombosis one day). T_T

And the best part is that he seems a bit buff-er now, I dare say! Well, his biceps aren't that WOW to make me drool (till it can reach the Pacifics) YET. Lol. :)) But at least I think he must have been working out in the gym recently. (These were caught when TH was in Singapore, the day before they went to Malaysia).

did you see his biceps? i cant guarantee if they were really 'there' or not. My point is if its just shadowed by the great, deceitful lighting hence making his so-called biceps more prominent. but anyways who cares, my love to him is unconditional. For better or worse. For a plank-wood or very-tough-and-invincible-beefcake. Lols. 

Now that the fever is back, I cant help myself from listening to them boys' songs! Play them in my MP3 over and over again. And i've been praying that they will come to Malaysia again. Urghhhhhhhhh that's so sad. :(

amek kau. aku wat size sume x-large. Extra extra vaganza. extra satisfaction! hehe. 


k, till then! take care my dears..... <3

Bill Kaulitz again. and again. and again.

Actually for the past week, I've been wanting to post an entry about something but each time I completed the entry, I would delete it instead of establishing it. Coz I thought I can keep it to myself only. But I just cant! Whenever Tokio Hotel's song is on the radio, I would feel so sad. As if there's a big hole in my heart. And not to forget the tagline. I mean Tokio Hotel's tagline. It is ringing in my ears 24/7! 

"(Bill) Hey, we are (all of them) TOKIO HOTEL. And you are listening to Hitz.fm."

Yeah, so now you must know what that something is... Its the fact that I cant go to their first concert in my country. Its just so grievious and torturing. 

O Allah, please. Let miracles happen. I just wanna see them boys (Bill especially) so badly. Urghhhhhh....

<3 Bill so much............. lovevole. levolevo! 

Menyampah nye exam. nyampah panyam aww!

:(

bill kaulitz is forever the ultimate

i just cant describe how much i love him.
dont give a damn to those people out there who hate him.
not to mention who claim that he's gay.
coz he is just a pretty boy.
whose orientation was, is and forever will be super duper damn straight!
tokio hotel is the best!!

zoom into me!!~

Tokio Hotel is coming to KL (MAY 1st)

makkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!
im so stressed out..
i just heard the bestest news ever (from aqilah halim) that TOKIO HOTEL IS COMING TO KUALA LUMPUR THIS MAY 1ST.
and the best part is ITS FOR FREE!
For God's sake people, we are talking about the person that i love most (apart from my family members and bestfriends and him)..
We are talking about Bill Kaulitz!!
i got so excited that i think my brain had stopped functioning for 3 seconds and that i forgot to breathe.
suddenly, i remembered that on that precise date (may 1st), i wont be around.
There's no effing way that i'll be in KL on that day.
because i'll be in sarawak!!
my sis' wedding...
oh my god!!! im so saddddd..
im so sadddddddddd..
mommy!!!!!!
i feel like crying..
oh my Bill.
i wanna see him very badly.
can i split my body into 2?
fakit fakit fakit!!!! urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

tokio hotel lyrics (sex and hilf mir fliegen)

Irgendwie weiß ich genau, du bist eine wunderbare Frau
und so was läuft eim wirklich nich so oft übern weg.

Is ja eigentlich auch egal, du bist es ja auch ohne mich.
Du hast einfach nur ein neuen Freund gewonnen für dich.
Ah-oh-oohh...

Ich mag alles wie du gehst, und wie du mich verstehst,
und wie du mir dann immer wieder meinen kopf.
Verdrehst und es bleibt spannen, du hast diesen Respekt...
Für dich geh ich durch die wand, du behandelst mich perfekt,
und es geht im Endeffekt, nich einfach nur um sex.
Na na-na-na-na-na, na na-na-na-na-na
Na na-na-na-na, na na na na na na...

Immer wenn ich an dich denk, is es wie Musik im Ohr
und die schrägsten töne komm mir am schönsten vor.

1x1 is 3x4 als wärn ganz viele Engel hier.
Ne es gibt keinen Himmel wenn dann gibts ihn nur mit dir.
Ah-oh-ohh...

Ich mag alles wie du gehst,und wie du mich verstehst,
und wie du mir dann immer wieder meinen kopf.
Verdrehst und es bleibt spannen, du hast diesen Respekt...
Für dich geh ich durch die wand, du behandelst mich perfekt,
und es geht im Endeffekt, nich einfach nur um sex.
Na na-na-na-na-na, na na-na-na-na-na.
Na na-na-na-na, na na na na na na na.
Na na-na-na-na-na, na na-na-na-na-na.
Na na-na-na-na, na na na na na na...

Für dich geh ich durch die Wand, du behandelst mich perfekt,
und es geht im Endeffekt, nich einfach nur um sex


__________________________________________________________________________________


Ich bin hier irgendwo gelandet
Kann nicht mehr sagen, wer ich bin
Hab die Erinnerung verloren
Die Bilder ergeben keinen Sinn
Bring mich zurück, bring mich nach Haus
Ich schäff's nicht allein hier raus

CHORUS:
Komm und hilf mir Fliegen
Leih mir deine Flügel
Ich Tausch sie gegen die Welt
Gegen alles, was mich hält
Ich tausch sie heute Nacht
gegen alles was ich hab

erzähl mir alle lügen
Mach es so, dass ich es glaub
Sonst krieg ich keine Luft mehr
Und diese Stille macht mich taub
Nur graue Mauern und kein Licht
Alles hier ist ohne mich

Ich find mich hier nicht wieder
Erkenn mich selbst nicht mehr
Komm und zieh mich raus hier
Ich gib alles dafür her
Ich hab Fernweh
Und will züruck
Entfern mich immer weiter
Mit jedem Augenblick

fcuk KIM PARADISE

Fak. That was the very first word i uttered when i saw this:

For more details, please open TokioHotelRocks.

OuhMyGucci. Could this be for real? I mean, is Bill really dating her? I know i should not trust it. But when i YouTube-d just now, i found this video where it shows two photos (of Bill and of course, of Kim) which had the same background. Thou' they were not in the same goddamn photo, but they BOTH were in front of the same room (hotel's room??) coincident? oh no.

But on second thought, naaahhh. It doesn't make sense. Bill once said that if he had a steady girlfriend, he will share it with all of his fans (and that includes me! yeah!) since there's nothing to hide. On the other hand, this shallow-minded beeyotch claimed that he wanted to keep it secret. That counts, you know! And plus she admitted that she's now pregnant. yewwwwwwwwww ^^

Anyways, lets just wait and see Bill's comments. And whatever it is, I will always support Bill. I mean, if (and only if) Bill said that her words were all true, that's OK. Us fans cant be so selfish. Bill has his own life. (ohhhh noooooooooo!!!!) LOL.

Ouh, my advice to that spoiled, desperate, mentally retarded, attention-seeking, fugly slut:

If You wanna bluff people, make sure that it sounds logical and convincing!

sigh... What has got into her brainless head?

ok babai

Demi Lovato in Sonny With a Chance

Recently, my favourite TV show is *drumrolls*
Sonny With a Chance.

 SWAC is awesome! Its even funnier than Hannah Montana. And i love Chunny moments. Think Sonny and Chad have chemistry and they can be a perfect couple. Btw, i love Chad's voice. He sounds so cute. Funny, funny, funny.

Check all the episodes ASAP! U can just Youtube.

Here are the casts in SWAC:

Demi Lovato as Sonny Monroe        

        

Sterling Knight as Chad Dylan Cooper

Tiffany Thornton as Tawni Tart

Brandon Smith as Nico Harris

Doug Brochu as Grady Mitchell

and Allisyn Ashley Arm as Zora Lancaster

Demi Lovato rockz, actually. She can definitely sing well, act, write songs and sing! she's kinda ultimate (not that im lesbian or I'm no longer Bill Kaulitz's die-hard-fan). no! Its just that, to be honest, there are actually 2  playlists in my laptop, in my handphone and in my mp3 player. They are

• of course, Tokio Hotel's (all of their songs since they were called The Devilish). 
• and Demi Lovato's (all songs from both of her albums)

So, i wanna promote her to you people. She has 2 albums, so far.

1. Dont Forget
2. Here We Go Again

My Playlist

• Dont Forget
• La La Land
• Behind Enemy Lines
• Party
• Catch Me
• Quiet
• Solo

So, i love TOKIO HOTEL and DEMI LOVATO!

p/s: i was wondering if Bill Kaulitz ever gonna duet with Demi Lovato.

bill kaulitz = cute+gorgeous+handsome

Here are some pictures of Bill's which i found in my hard disc. honestly, he looks good all the time. yeah, all the time guys. 

when he caress his pet

when he is in studio, recording songs

when he fingers 

when he's busy in autograph session

when he is sweating his ass off (ping pong-ing)

on stage (while singing)

on backstage 

when he cooks (in apron)

when he drinks

when he eats 

when he takes a nap

when he laughs

He still maintains his cuterness! ;p

isnt he the cutest person on Earth? now i just cant find any reason not to love him. and any reason to knock him outta my head. =D

BILL RULES

tokio hotel humanoid - LYRICS

Tokio Hotel has released their new album (humanoid) last month and to be honest, TH has improved tremendously!

it totally worths the wait. caya la. hebat gilak. wawawa.

seriously, the new concept is superb and i love TH even more now.

bullshit the critics if they condemn that album.

love TH love TH love TH

^^;

so, these are the list of the songs! i have linked almost all of the songs so u can just click on the title to get the lyrics.

btw just so u know, my top 3 are automatisch, world behind my wall and hey you.

shit, i love zoom into me too.

tracklist of german version:

1. automatisch

2. lass uns laufen

3. hey du

4. zoom

5. kampf der liebe

6. menschen suchen menschen

7. fur immer jetzt

8. alien

9. komm

10. sonnensystem

11. humanoide

12. geisterfahrer

13. hunde

14. traumer

tracklist of english version:

1. automatic

2. world behind my wall

3. hey you

4. zoom into me

5. pain of love

6. human connect to human

7. forever now

8. alien

9. noise

10. dark side of the sun

11. humanoid

12. phantomdriver

13. dogs unleashed

bonus tracks:

1. love and death

2. that day

3. screaming

4. in your shadow

5. down on you

6. attention

do check them out coz they are awesome!

aiyayay..

Bill's hairstyles

L.O.V.E B.I.L.L K.A.U.L.I.T.Z

To TokioHotel-haters, back off!

bill is definitely the ultimate. weeeee!

let's see his pictures from he was just a cute infant to a super hot grown up. =p

Bill und Tom. aint they cute? their true hair colour was dark brown.

look at the pin he used at his shoulder. ring any bells? yup, elizabeth hurley's dress:

dyed black. the front hair was straight while the back hair was spikey.

his hair was shoulder-long and still kept as black

longer and highlighted (blond)!

even longer and still highlighted, and plus, it was spikey. some ppl called him porcupine at that time. bullsetto.

humanoid album. yes, he had dreadlocks.

this hairstyle is so far the latest one. macam iklan trojan. lol. but still, i love it!

My First Bill Kaulitz Fanfic

one fine day..

i was facebook-ing when my housemate, aida (bukan nama sebenar) came into my room.

"Wani, have i told u that i have posted a fanfic about Chang-Min in my 2nd blog?" asked Aida.

"nope.... y?" I replied, blurred.

"go to my blog now and checkidaut! btw, how bout u? dont u wanna express your feeling (ur BIG-FAT CRUSH, to be exact) towards bill kaulitz?" aida asked again.

silence fell into my room for awhile. cis! y hadn't it occured to me before?! its a brilliant idea! with a smile on my face, i said "ouh, ok! i'll post one later."

correction: later means now!

right after aida left, i quickly go to my blog and, tadaaaa!!, here i am.,

exercising my fingers., posting my story.

errrr... wait a sec! wani, did u realize that u have no idea at all what to write?

all i know now is that the main character must be Bill Kaulitz!

dduuhhhh!!

ok then, i'll think first........

1 hour later.......

ok ppl. i've made up my mind!

the title is Das Lieben von Ihnen.

Do read it up till the end ya!

who knows i might one day end up being a famous novelist whatsoever. x_x

ouh, before i start, i wanna introduce the characters.

suPErdUpeRhERo - Bill Kaulitz (bukan nama sebenar jugak =p)

• the most sought-after guy
• the lead singer of the most popular band, Tokio Hotel

tHe hEroINe - Icha

• the unluckiest eukaryote ever
• ugly but smart
• private assisstant of the most-annoying-monster-you-have-ever-met, Julie

ThE pLAstiC girL - Julie

• materialistic
• dumb and gets dumber everyday

p/s: i dunno if i can manage to finish this fanfic. if i can, then miracle it is.

biLL kAuLitZ.... aww!

hi ppl!!

im now obviously addicted to blogging.. yeaahhh..

what?! at least i dont do drugs.

n i dont smoke either.. (i have tried twice when i was a kid. was puffing in the toilet when suddenly my maid passed by. and wallahhhh! that was the end of me. haha. just kidding.)

- oh ya, btw her name was Kak Kiah. She was damn garang!

• she had once thrown a fish to my sis, kak aja, coz the latter didnt do the dishes (although my parents paid her for that) -_-"
• she was (maybe still is) good at rolling her blood-shot eyes if we refused to obey her instructions.. that kind of look scared us to bluddeh hell!

eh, melencong jauh melencong jauh wani saadon!

ok..

fine..

ja!

mmmm.,, blah blah blah. yup! i actually wanted to post something about TOKIO HOTEL! but first n foremost (eh, cam buat essay time sekolah dulu), u guys MUST know that im a die-hard-fan of Tokio Hotel's. ok, pick one.

1. tokio hotel? wtf?! havent heard of it before.
2. wani.,, u spelled it wrongly. its TOKYO hotel.
3. is it a 5-stars hotel?
4. ya!! the most popular band in germany and whole wide world too!

adakah jawapan anda muktamad? (sile bace dalam nada jalaluddinhassan dalam who wants to be a millionaire aww.. no, seriously, buat!)

ok..

fine..

ja!

to those who answered choices no 1, 2 and 3, please, just please google up on TOKIO HOTEL immediately!

but to those who answered no. 4, yeaahhhhhh! ure the man! *applause*

(kepada aqilah abdul halim, baru kau tau lagu monsoon tu sedap?!dari dulu aku duk pomot TH kt ko..TskTsk)

ya allah....... melencong lagi!

ok..

fine..

ja!

Logo TH

Tokio Hotel (German pronounciation: [ˈtoːkio hoˈtɛl]) is a German band founded in Madgeburg, Germany in 2001 by:

bassist Georg Listing, drummer Gustav Schäfer, singer Bill Kaulitz and guitarist Tom Kaulitz

Reasons to love them:

1. their music is awesome
2. their music is damn awesome
3. their music is fu*ketty fu*k awesome
4. they are so hawwtt!!! awwww..

so not! of course i have better reasons than that.. XD

1. their sound is off the chain *rofl*
2. their German accents are super duper cute!
3. all of them are the hottest German guys on planet! lol
4. Bill's voice is amazing (no, seriously! go n listen to "monsoon")
5. Their guitar playing skills?? oh gosh.. undescribable.....
6. Bill is damn cute n so is tom! george n gustav are both cute too.. in conclusion, they are so cute!!
7. have u seen their style? its amazing..
8. they are great performers on stage.
9. they put up with batsh*t crazy fans, paparazzi, stalkers and extreme haters on a daily basis, and do it with a smile. so cool...
10. most importantly, they started out young! very talented mehhhh...

my playlist:

1. monsoon (recommended one! its my all-time fav)
2. rette mich (rescue me is the english/latest version..but wtf! i like the old version more!)
3. schrei (again..,, compared to "scream", i think schrei is way better)
4. wir schliessen uns ein
5. reden (thou' bill sounds kinda gedik ong gedekgedek, but still, i luv it!) and
6. sex...... (some say that it's not their song.. but who cares..?)

ouhh ya! their new album is coming out very, very soon.. it is called "humanoid"..

sila dapatkan album terbaru mereka di kedai apek belakang uma sebelum telambat..

btw, they have all changed their styles for this album! marimari!! lets compare...

when they were young. but dont deny it that they (bill, especially) look so gorgeous.

ni da besar sikit. da akil baligh daaaa.

At first, many people condemned Bill's hair (which we called lion's hair).

But at last, they had accepted the fact that bill looked perfectly fine with it. (amek ko!) (take that!)

i love this pic damnly!! ;p

this is (so far) their latest photoshoot. dont they look even more matured/hotter in that robot suits?

ngehngehngeh....... T_T

oh ya kawan2!

did u know that bill and tom are twins?

yes, their styles are totally different but they are twins.. the hottest twins ever. =p

n their facial structures are the same..

bilivit or not.. coz they are twins..

ayayay!! *drooling*

*sigh* i want to learn German badly. people out there who speak German very well, please teach me! actually i have started learning German since last April. (self-directed learning).

but mind you, it is harder and tougher than answering Physics during SPM.

n i da beli 2 kamus jerman da pun (akibat tamak. dan ya, org tamak selalu rugi).

sian la bill.

camna nk communicate ngan saya kalau saya x reti berbahasa dy dan dy x reti berbahasa saya. TskTsk.

ok. im so sleepy. i can hardly open my eyes now, as if theie eyelids are super-glued on each other..

otak berpinar maaa.....

oleh itu, i nk chow!

p/S - marilah join i obsess kt tokio hotel!!

n ich liebe bill fur immer und immer!